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movie weekend
June 7, 2009, 10:53 pm
Filed under: fun, movies

Wow… it’s been too long. My fault!

I was sick for the last few days (still a little sick now), so I did what any graduate would do with a lot of free time and no energy to go outside: I watched movies. Here’s the list from Friday, Saturday, and Sunday:

1. Rambo: First Blood
2. Rocky Balboa (with commentary)
3. Shooter
4. Forgetting Sara Marshall
5. Up
6. Star Trek Nemesis
7. The Dark Knight
8. Tropic Thunder
9. Hancock
10. Milk
11. The Incredible Hulk

Great weekend! I forgot how fantastic a movie Rambo: First Blood really is. Sure, I may have a little Sly bias, but it’s still a great flick. Star Trek Nemesis reminded me how amazing the new Star Trek is in comparison. The rest were a lot of fun…



what the Greek really means
May 12, 2009, 12:14 pm
Filed under: bible, soap box, theology, thoughts, venting

It’s one of the most dreaded phrases we as teachers/pastors/ministers can utter. “What the Greek word _____ really means is…” I’m sure those of us who are regular church goers have heard some variation on this phrase many times. Here are a few reasons why it’s a bad idea to utter those words:

(side note: I will mostly write about the NT and Greek for a couple reasons. One is that I have mostly studied Greek, so I’m closer to that topic. The second is that I don’t find the problems I will explain below to happen as much with Hebrew and the OT. I’m not sure why this is the case.)

1. Most likely, we’re wrong:

And if we’re not completely wrong, we’re at the very least slightly off. Koine Greek (or NT Greek) was not a magical, beautiful, robust language. It was the language of the people. Koine means “common.” It was common Greek. When we say how rich and deep each and every word actually is, we’re misunderstanding the fact that this language is not necessarily a deep and rich language.

Think about this: We all know about the word “agape.” We’ve heard that it means “unconditional love,” or something like that. But when you start to read the NT, you realize that the NT writers used agape all the time. It was the normal word for love. It didn’t have any deep and magical meaning. It just meant “love.” Now the NT writers used agape in a lot of different ways; sometimes to indicate the love God has for people, and other times to indicate the kind of love the Pharisees had for themselves.

If you think about it, agape functions just like the English word “love.” People love their spouses, their jobs, their cars, their American Idols, their parents, and so on. It doesn’t mean much without the context.

2. When we say “What the Greek really means…” most often what we really are saying is, “What the dictionary says…”

A great example of this that I’ve heard is that the Greek word for “believe” in the NT really means, “to trust in, rely on, and cling to.” As if the author knew when he or she wrote “pisteuo” that the word was pregnant with such deep and rich meaning. But if we just bust open an English dictionary, we can learn that the definition for believe can be any of those things. So we’re really not expressing what the Greek means as much as we are expressing what the English definition of a given word actually is. No Greek needed there.

I think the problem comes when we don’t have enough knowledge of Greek to do a proper word study. We simply open a basic lexicon and list of the various definitions of a Greek word. That’s not exactly how it works. In other words, we can’t just open up a Greek lexicon, look up “pneuma,” read off the definitions of “spirit, wind, breath, etc.” and claim we’ve done a word study. Furthermore, we can’t then take those definitions and say the Greek word pneuma really means “spirit, wind, breath, etc.” The author may not (and most likely did not) have all of the definitions in mind when he or she used the word.

Think about how frustrating it would be to have someone pick apart one of your emails like this. To a friend, you might write something like, “I’m scared I might lose my job this week.” Should your friend bust open the dictionary and read all of the definitions for “scared” in order to properly understand your feelings? Wouldn’t that most likely lead him or her down the wrong road when considering the intended meaning behind what you wrote? Think about it…

3. We remove the text from the people:

When we utter the words, “What the Greek really means” in a sermon or teaching, one of the things we are communicating is, “The English doesn’t cut it. You have to be able to read the Greek to really understand what’s going on here.” Think about the kind of frustration that would cause someone. It could have devastating effects to regularly hear that you can’t truly understand what’s going in the Bible on unless you read Greek. Suddenly the text doesn’t seem as accessible as it did before. In order to really “get it,” you have to know what the Greek really means.

4. It makes the English versions seem unreliable:

If we keep harping on the idea that the English translation of the Bible is incomplete, we start to develop in people a mistrust of the various versions of the Bible. If we’re always saying certain words really mean something other than what a person’s English translation uses, we may be cultivating something in the people who hear us that is not healthy.

English translations, by and large, do a good job at translating what is a pretty complicated language and subject matter. I say Greek is complicated more because it is a dead language that no one speaks anymore. This makes it a bit challenging because we can’t consult a native speaker to help us with what we’ve translated. So in the end, most translations do a good job communicating the ideas behind the text. Sure, they could have chosen different definitions for some words, but the spirit of what was written survives.

5. We put ourselves in an undeserved position of authority:

We are the ones who can really know what the Bible means. We know Greek, and since you can only understand what the Bible is really saying by reading the Greek, you must come to us in order to get to the bottom of scripture.

Sure, I might be overstating it a little, but I’m not that far off. If I’m a pastor who is regularly saying, “What the Greek really means…”, I’m presenting myself as a type of authority in this area. In other words, I’m saying, “I know Greek. That’s why I can know what the Bible really means.” And to take it a little further, “You don’t know Greek. Come to me, and I’ll tell you what the Bible really means.”

Add to this the fact that most people can’t really check what we’re saying to see if it’s true. If I say the Greek word means something, who’s going to challenge me on that? Most will take it as gospel. That’s a bad thing. I’m placing myself and my words in a position of authority that is above criticism. Bad news for any person in a power position over others.

The boring stuff of Greek:

Here’s an interesting thought: The title of my little blog is “grapso skubalon.” The first word means, essentially “to write.” The second word is a crass way of saying “dung.” Nothing too enlightening there. But I purposely put the first word in the future tense. My original thought was to title the blog, “I will write crap.”

Here’s where it gets interesting
– The tense of the word “grapso” can be future (as I originally intended it), or the tense can be subjunctive (exactly the same form), which would change the translation to “I might write crap.” Small difference, but kind of a big one. And the kicker is that the only way to tell what form I was using is by context. Since there is no context, it could go either way.

And that’s the boring stuff of Greek. Did I intend the sentence to be future or subjunctive? Do I think I will always write crap, or do I think I might write crap at some point, but I might not? Big difference…

Note this: it’s a long way from saying, “What the Greek really means…” Not to mention, it’s a lot more boring too. People get excited about the perceived “magic” of the Greek language. In reality, Greek word studies can be boring and uninformative.

So when you feel yourself about to say those dreaded words, “What the Greek really means…,” bite your tongue and express your thought without appealing to the Greek.

*These guys say it much more gracious than I am saying it.



random LA wednesday night
May 7, 2009, 1:35 am
Filed under: fun, music

I’m not ashamed to admit it – I love John Mayer. So when I read the following tweet from him, I got pretty excited:

“Gonna hit up Hotel Cafe in Hollywood at 11ish… 21+ I’ll trade you new songs for no videoing them? : ) (((bats lashes))) Need guinea pigs.”

My friend Josh had been texting me about the show, so we decide to go. Realize: Nikki and I were just about to go to bed. She had to get up early, so we were calling it a night around 10:30. But how could we pass this up?

I call my friend Ryan: “Wake up. I’m coming to get you.” Surprisingly, he’s fine with that.

So Nikki and I pick him up around 11 and head over to Hotel Cafe on Cahuenga. After we park, as we’re walking toward the entrance, we pass a bunch of rabid paparazzi hoping something good will happen. I felt the same way… I would be lying if I didn’t say I was skeptical. Here we are, late at night, at a random bar in Hollywood all because of a 140 character message on twitter from a person we think is John Mayer. Could it be for real?

We get to the entrance to the club, and there are a few people in line… not many. We pay the $5 cover, head in, and make our way to the stage. The place is packed, and most people are just facing the stage wondering the same thing as me and the paparazzi. Is he really coming?

As we’re waiting, I turn to say something to Ryan when I notice that Andy Dick is standing next to him. “Nice!” A few minutes later, Zach Levi is chatting to Andy Dick and he has his arms around his girlfriend. “Also Nice!” Still no John Mayer, but the presence of a few other celebs makes his arrival seem more of a reality.

A few more minutes roll by, and I turn again to say something to Ryan when I notice a tall guy carrying a guitar, a little hunched over and walking in our direction. “Ryan. Look.” It’s John, and he walks right past us. “How’s it going?” he says as he passes, but I can’t do much but stare. Remember, I love this guy.

He’s by himself, so he jumps up on stage and starts getting his guitar ready. Once he’s all checked in and ready to start he says, “Hold on. I have to tweet.”

For the next hour or so, he plays a collection of new and old songs, including “3×5,” “Belief,” “Half of My Heart,” and a few other new ones. It was unreal! And to think, I almost went to bed!

When he finishes, he starts packing up his guitar to leave. A bunch of us head to the stage like 14 year-old girls. All I want to do is shake his hand, but the giddy girls in the front won’t leave, so I fail. I go back to where we were standing, hoping that he would walk that way again, and he does. I grab his shoulder and say, “John. Great job.” It’s all I could think to say. Nikki said he looked at me when I said his name, but I blacked out for a second. Yeah, I’m ridiculous. I admit it. But what can I say? I really like this guy!

We finally get outside, but decide to wait a few more minutes until he leaves. The paparazzi are breathlessly waiting for his exit. When he finally clears the club’s doors, the flash bulbs are enough to make anyone start ceasing. It’s intense. He jumps in his car, pushes a few paparazzi out of the way, and he’s on his way home.

What a night! It’s times like these I don’t think I ever want to leave LA. On a random Wednesday night, after watching American Idol, we go to a bar in Hollywood to pay $5 to hear John Mayer play songs that no one else has heard. Somehow, my life actually does feel a little more complete.



swindle flu
May 3, 2009, 5:23 pm
Filed under: politics, thoughts, venting

Anyone living in the US who is even remotely listening to what’s going on around him or her knows about the deadly swine flu pandemic. It started in Mexico, and there are some cases in the US and other places… etc. etc. With as much media attention that the swine flu is getting, one would think thousands of people have died from it. In reality, there are 19 confirmed deaths in Mexico (as of 5/3/09) and 1 confirmed death in the US. To put that in perspective, the regular flu claims somewhere around 30,000 people per year.

I don’t really want to focus on the media hype or any conspiracy connected to that. I do want to bring up a point that a commenter made on a blog I read. Fear of the swine flu will have devastating effects on the economy of Mexico. Think about it: so many people are canceling trips to Mexico, which will cost huge amounts of money to the Mexican community. My wife was supposed to be in Cancun the last 3 days on a major conference, but the whole thing was canceled. There goes thousands of dollars, I’m sure.

And another thing: why do we not care about how many people die of malaria and starvation and obesity and AIDS and so many other things? Why are we investing so much energy into something so (relatively) minor? Is it really worth all the damage that will be done to countless people?

Swine flu will probably end up hurting a lot of people, and most of them will never actually contract the virus.



create
April 23, 2009, 7:38 pm
Filed under: deeper stuff, music, theology, thoughts

I’ve been amazed by creative power lately… so amazed, I’m not even sure how to express it. I have been speechless several times over the last few weeks at the creative power of music, especially live music. Think about it: when you go to a live show, you are hearing pure creativity that probably will never be heard again. Sure, the artist is doing a song that he or she recorded years ago and has performed thousands of times. But they always seem to add something to it that’s different – some unusual emphasis – some crazy run – maybe even some raw emotion. And all of that is probably something that will never be duplicated in the same way.

And therein lies the beauty of creative power. With music, we humans get to create something that did not exist before we created it and probably will not exist in the same form ever again. In this way, we get to participate in the creative power of God. It’s because of this that I feel music (and other forms of art) connect us to God in a unique way.

We understand God as creator. One of God’s most potent attributes is God’s ability to create out of nothing. Much of creation will never be duplicated in the same way. It’s always changing; always adapting. It’s how God created it to be.

When we participate in art; in music, we connect to the Creator God in a deep and meaningful way. We display God’s creative power for all who hear or see our art. We mirror the image of God in the tunes we hum, in the words we craft, in the art we create.

This was even more real to me at the India Arie concert last week. At one point, she prompted her vocalists to vamp on the concept of how they knew God to be real (based on her song “God is Real” from Voyage to India). She encouraged them to be free in their expression. What happened was so powerful; so spiritual that I couldn’t keep my eyes open, and my breath escaped me. The raw emotionality of their responses are hard to describe and impossible to duplicate. It was pure creative power.

And I’m convinced God was pleased.

I love music. That is not a secret to anyone who knows me. But lately, music – ALL music – has helped me love God more.



worthless degree
April 14, 2009, 11:00 am
Filed under: soap box, theology, thoughts, venting

It’s time for another venting session. I’ve hinted at this topic before in a couple posts, but it’s been on my mind once again.

Honestly, I’m not sure how really to express this, but the idea that keeps going on in my mind is that I have just spent a lot of time and money to get a worthless degree. All told, I have spent 7 years of my life studying Bible and theology only to come out on the other end and realize that no one really cares.

I have this romantic notion that people will come to me and say, “Hey, I can’t figure out this thing I read in the Bible. What do you think?” I guess I thought that at some point, people would want to know some of the stuff I’ve spent years learning.

But the reality seems to be that no one cares. In fact, most people, when they learn you have a seminary education, just want to argue with you or prove you wrong.

My wife seems to have the opposite problem. She has multiple degrees in the field of Psychology, and people usually approach her hoping she will diagnose them or a friend. Most people see her as somewhat of an expert, and they want to know what she thinks.

I find the opposite to be true. Some people look at me and my seminarian friends, think that we consider ourselves to be experts, and proceed to tell us what they think. It’s like, “Oh, you have a degree in Theology, do you? Well, here’s why you’re wrong…” Maybe that’s overstating it. It’s not always that obvious. But I do feel a general sense of hostility from the Church world toward people who have seminary degrees. In fact, a pastor recently told me that he would prefer to not hire a seminarian at his church. What?!?! Isn’t that why we go to seminary? To be better at church work?

I’m going to keep going here… sorry if this is getting long.

I think the problem is this: Pastors think seminarians are bitter and jaded because of the intense scholarship they encounter. But the reality might be that seminarians become bitter and jaded because all they want to do is share what they’ve learned with others, but those “others” don’t want to hear it. In one sense, it seems that pastors are a little threatened by seminarians. And why wouldn’t that make a seminarian bitter and jaded? The very institution they want to serve with their newfound knowledge rejects them.

Those who know me can probably see right through this rant. They see what motivates me to write what I write… so be it. I can’t help that. I started this process many years ago to be a better pastor and help other pastors become better pastors. Here I sit on the other side of some painful rejection that makes me doubt I made the right decision.

I have no positive ending to this post. Call it a lament, I guess.

update: I need to add a few more thoughts. First, I love Fuller Seminary. I would not trade my degree for anything. I’m proud of myself for completing it, and I think it is incredibly important for anyone wanting to work in the church world to have such a degree. This leads into the second thing: There is a paradox about all of this. I truly believe people working with the Bible and theology need to be trained. At the same time, it seems that people really don’t care if you’re trained. To me, that is just an impossible paradox that I can’t reconcile and still don’t know how to approach.



fyi
April 7, 2009, 12:08 pm
Filed under: fyi

Just a quick FYI: I’m regularly adding to my reading list blog. Be sure to keep checking back to see what I’ll be reading. I will also be indicating on that list what I’m currently reading and what I have read. Thanks!



keep calm and carry on
April 5, 2009, 2:22 pm
Filed under: politics, soap box, venting

This is the worst economic climate we have ever experienced. Life will never be the same again. We are doomed.

Or are we? What’s with all the fear mongering these days? The economy is not in great shape, sure. But are all these crazy reactions helping? One of the higher-ups at my school recently declared that we are officially in a depression. He deduced this by reading Herbert Hoover’s book about the great depression. Really? A depression? Seems a little premature and irresponsible to declare to a group of employees that the country is in such a state… but that’s another blog topic.

A co-worker sent me a link to a great article that addresses this kind of narcissism that declares we as a country are in a uniquely terrible situation. I wish so much that the leaders of this country would show just a little optimism through this time. It would do so much good.

I’m not a huge fan of George Bush, but at least he had somewhat more of a positive approach to tough economic times, maybe even to a fault. I remember him coming under so much criticism for telling people to go shop when we were at war. Kind of a weird thing to say, I know, but I think he was trying to tell people to just go about their normal business, and by doing so, they would ensure the economy stays strong.

Here’s a quote from the article above that stuck out to me:

During World War II, the UK was facing not only a suffering economy but also a daily pounding of heavy explosives from the enemy. In an attempt to quell the public anxiety, the British government posted signs around the city with the sage advice, “Keep Calm and Carry On.” Perhaps another reason to carry on is that, like all previous calamities, this too shall pass. And, if we keep calm, we may actually look back and gain confidence from the proof that history provides us. Leaders today may want to hunker down and send a similar message.

Oh that I wish the message of “Keep calm and carry on” would be the type of message we were hearing from the government. Instead, there is very little assurance and confidence and mostly a lot of fear mongering.

Can we get a grip for a moment? We’re not in a unique situation here. This has happened before and will happen again, and we will survive.



forth-, fifth-, or sixth-coming
March 25, 2009, 7:49 am
Filed under: about me, nothing, thoughts

I just went back and read some of the topics I indicated would be forthcoming… and a weird thing happened. I had an overwhelming feeling that I don’t want to write about them. When I originally wrote out the list, I had strong feelings about each topic, but right now… I have no feelings. Maybe I’m a little burnt. Maybe the last week of the quarter took all the energy I had to think theologically. I’m sure it will come back some day, but for right now, it’s not there.

So instead, I’ll write about the nonsense that’s been on my mind lately:

1. Why does Donovan McNabb keep getting injured on Madden ’09? Can’t I play a whole season without losing him? I guess both art and video games imitate life.

2. I bought a macbook and I’m really excited to get it! It’s my graduation gift, and I convinced Nikki to get it early. I’m probably a little spoiled.

3. I’m carrying about 20 extra pounds, and I’m getting sick of it. I’ve been running and trying to eat better, but I think the bottom line is that my metabolism took another turn for the worse in the last few months.

4. I can’t decide if I like twitter or if I should put my energy into it or not. Is it the next big thing or not?

5. Boston Legal is amazing, and I wish it didn’t get canceled.

6. I want a Kawasaki Vulcan 750 (left). I’ll get there someday. For now, I’ll keep putting around on my scooter (right).

That’s about all the nonsense that’s going through my mind right now. I promise, there will be more meaningful stuff later. Just give me a chance to detox from seminary…



book list
March 20, 2009, 4:15 pm
Filed under: books, theology, thoughts

Well my friends, it’s done. Last night, I emailed the last two papers of my seminary degree. It feels great!

Now that I have some time to actually read what I want to read, I thought it would be good to compile a little reading list for the next few months. I’m going to post it here and regularly update it when I come across a new book I want to read. So here we go:

1. Velvet Elvis, Rob Bell - Currently Reading
2. Theology of Hope, Jurgen Moltmann
3. Letters from a Skeptic, Greg Boyd - Currently Reading
4. Recovering the Scandal of the Cross, Joel Green and Mark Baker (re-read)
5. The Shack, William Young
6. Understanding Paul, Stephen Westerholm
7. Passion for God, Jurgen Moltmann and Elisabeth Moltmann-Wendel
8. Theology and the Kingdom of God, Wolfhart Pannenberg
9. He, Robert A. Johnson – Currently Reading
10. The Year of Living Biblically, A. J. Jacobs
11. Inspiration and Incarnation, Peter Enns
12. Surprised by Hope, NT Wright
13. The Myth of a Christian Nation, Greg Boyd
14. The Blue Parakeet: Rethinking How You Read the Bible, Scot McKight

Any you would like to add?




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